You have discovered a vulnerability within yourself, a spot where you are weak. So, do you defend the vulnerability and hope that you have enough strength otherwise to break yourself free of a difficult situation? Or, should you look at it a little more deeply and try to understand every single nuance? If you choose the former, you will likely find that you cannot maintain the struggle. But should you choose the latter, you are likely to find a way to turn a weakness into a strength. It already is one, albeit in a shaded manner. Self-knowledge alerts you to the fullness of the situation with which you are dealing. This paves the way to a breakthrough!