Let’s face it! Be honest with yourself! You are not happy at the moment with what is being required of you. If you had it your way, you would make a different choice. But still, duty is duty. And sometimes that which is best for you does not fall into alignment with your desires. Unless of course you should decide to want what is best for you! You may not like the realisation that that you are coming to. But should you decide to not let your desires rule you, it will be found with retrospect that acting upon this realisation ultimately was the wisest course of action that you could have taken.