At the root of a particular problem is how you are relating to the information that you are working with. You start off with good intent. But then you allow selfish desires to propel your actions. If you could but catch yourself at the proper moment, then you might be able to turn things around by maintaining vigilance. But it is difficult at the moment for you to focus your attention upon doing so. The truth is hard to face, and even more difficult to integrate. But should you really desire to do the right thing, you will then listen to the insight that is being offered to you, like it or not!