Where are you going wrong? You do not seem to be able to figure it out! I mean, you know you are doing that which you trust to be best in your heart. But somewhere along the way, things continue to get a bit out of balance. Could it be that you are forsaking the essence of what you are trying to achieve for the form? It is just a case of mere short-sightedness! You have the necessary strength to cut to the chase. But strength needs to be equally tempered with discipline and awareness. Don’t let an eager attitude get the better of you to the extent that you lose contact with the original purpose behind your current actions!